Just one of those days...

Today was one of those days that makes being a nurse very difficult. A patient in her late 60's (who didn't look a day over 50) was transferred to the ICU from the floor. She previously was able to speak, walk, talk; basically care for herself but she took a turn for the worst. She has 9 children and 40 grandchildren. My heart ached as I saw some of the grandchildren surrounding their grandmother, eyes red from crying, whispering and pleading with her to pull through. Their parents at their side trying to be strong for their children's sake yet mourning the eminent death of their mother. As I sat at the nurses station, I felt helpless not being able to do anything to change their loved ones condition. All I could do was offer a sympathetic smile when I made eye contact and help perform care to keep her as comfortable as possible. I prayed silently for the patient, her family, and the clock to turn hit 7:30 because I didn't want to be there when she coded.

One thing I learned today and I want everyone to remember is we shouldn't take life or each other for granted because it can be taken from us in a blink of the eye. Don't wait until it's too late to tell someone how much you love, appreciate and care for them because if you do, you might regret it later.